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 Don't know what I'm doing

I have been told to keep walking

I have no clue to where i'm going

They tell me to just keep breathing



Breathing hurts, once in a while

It's more; with feeling, I'm crushed inside

Thinking helps me calm my heart

but feeling makes my mind go blank


Sharing is caring I was told

Yet too much sharing has been the cost

She didn't stop until she fainted

She didn't mind what's up or down



All she knew was she had to laugh

She had to talk to everyone

She had to feed every mouth

She had to comfort the tired or the sad


She never really wanted much

all she wished for was, LOVE

but love isn't what most people heed

They are too selfish to seek it.


She was thinking life is easy,
yet most of her days 
she barely has money
She gives them all to everybody.

What's left of her, I couldn't carry
It weighs heavy, and makes me worry
She promised me heaven
and all its GLORY.

I'm her little sister and she didn't see me,
she was so busy listening to everybody.
She was too near and yet too far.
I envy all her friends who were just nearby.




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